Saturday, January 21, 2006
- sometimes i think i'm just too much of a prick to ever be able to be happy as it is.
i always get so dramatic and think that the whole world is in some conspiracy against me-
like i'm forever the victim of some sick cruel joke played by the powerful/popular/cool people.
i can't even begin to describe how stupid i feel and how unnecessary it all is,
but i really can't help feeling that way!
went in search of a scottish pub last night to celebrate robbie burn's birthday-
bram's housemate, ewen, apparently has some scottish blood and thus was looking forward to the celebrations (but we all know it's just another reason to drink)
ended up at this irish pub instead, drank a little too much (partly because i had to endure the awkwardness of having to sit across from bram's ex)
oh lordy, it was bad.
and i keep thinking it's so much worse because they actually live together so it makes me feel all the more insecure and i was just so consumed by jealously and weirdness.
but it was all in my mind because he tried to make me feel like i was part of them, and he would do nice stuff so it's good but but but still!!!
the whole time i kept making 'emergency' calls so i could get away from them.
sigh. don't know lah!
anyways, pictures!
i like the background
him having his first tau suan (it was vietnamese, not as good as the singaporean one for sure!) which looked and had a certain mucus-quality to it. blah
his forearm- note how his veins have a life of their own. damn gross
ewen! he's damn funny
attempting yoga in the morning. hilarious.